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Monday, October 5, 2009 ( 1:23 AM )
I regret I have open my eyes. I seen lot of things far from my knowledge. I know things that i shouldn't know. i wish i can close back my eyes and went back for a long sleep.
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Sunday, September 13, 2009 ( 10:56 AM )
Another holiday break have came up. time for cleaning up the mess for all my assignments. I just felt it getting suffer and suffer to doing loads of things. Thinking back about i'm I choosing the right path? or is it my class is a whole heck of a problem? People keep killing each other for nothing but selfish desire... and what did lecture help? ask us to be quick on choosing products that cannot be same as other people's. i dunno what's the whole restriction thing about? Why do people keep being so selfish? i wish things wouldn't turn out like this since the first day.
I'm honestly afraid of retaining this semester. i just felt very tired, the things i done beginning to dislike it, begining to hate wat i use to like. if i retain, i thought about changing course.
Today your leaving kei eal again. whenever i think about you, i just felt so despair. wish to cry out loud. That day xinyi's birthday, i didn't come to ur house is because i feeling sad when i see you. and i really hate seeing way siong.(that @#$%^@*&^#$ bitch man) And when we are in feeling cafe's, i just don't feel like sitting next to you. Mayb it's te same thing. mayb it's also because that i found out you have a boyfriend.
wish i don't be sad anymore....but i do wish also i will cry out loud...
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Friday, August 14, 2009 ( 11:47 PM )
Lecturer keep scolding me for today's class. I just duuno what to say. I know i'm wrong but... I don't speak out it, she keep scolding. I spoke out she speak in a hateful tone, scolding me back in return. I just want to ignore her and move on ahead. Another lecturer i have to hold my breath against. Wearing a smile to persuade lecturer. How many moe of this kind of people i have to face in future?
Again, I try or make an appointment with you but you seems again are persuade by other things. This is not the first time. "Never, go have fun. next time make another appointment.", I try to hold my anger. Maybe God has his reason for this. I pray whether am I going to confess on that day. Maybe God has just answer me that day. I'm kinda depress. But more things come to depress about her. Just one of the early steps to letting go.. letting go of you.
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Sunday, August 9, 2009 ( 5:02 PM )
I wish that i could turn back the hourglass of time, but it's impossible. I know I was hurt by your every action but I really regret treating you in such way. What's done is done. I can't ask for your forgiveness...
packaging lecturer was so discriminate. She make me felt so sad. i dunno wat to do but to pray.
best wish to haku and yen whose going for exam somehow.
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ( 9:13 PM )
My existence to you are reducing to dust. Only the solid crystal remains, but how much longer it can much bear? My communication with you are slowly fading into dust... think back i was the architect of my own destruction. i want to say i'm sorry but it couldn't redemption anything
Dear, lord, i just wish for once now, that you could give me courage facing the pain..
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Sunday, August 2, 2009 ( 7:46 PM )
Before I start the race i all ready lost. Sometimes it's because I gave up. I couldn't give what you demand. Maybe it;s my punishment.. Now i just become ur guardian taking you to church. Being ur guardian, helping you out. Until you able to spreads ur wings and find the person u waiting for...
Lord, many times I can't able to bring out my true feeling to you. I just can only admit defeat to you....i'm very sorry...
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Saturday, August 1, 2009 ( 11:22 PM )
I talk to u.. u didn't pay attention. I just told u, u get angry. i just dunno how to make u smile, wearing laughter mask. Lecturer just keep ask us, not only didn't show us the way but keep scolding us. At least copy writing is okay for a while...
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