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Friday, August 14, 2009 ( 11:47 PM )
Lecturer keep scolding me for today's class. I just duuno what to say. I know i'm wrong but... I don't speak out it, she keep scolding. I spoke out she speak in a hateful tone, scolding me back in return. I just want to ignore her and move on ahead. Another lecturer i have to hold my breath against. Wearing a smile to persuade lecturer. How many moe of this kind of people i have to face in future?
Again, I try or make an appointment with you but you seems again are persuade by other things. This is not the first time. "Never, go have fun. next time make another appointment.", I try to hold my anger. Maybe God has his reason for this. I pray whether am I going to confess on that day. Maybe God has just answer me that day. I'm kinda depress. But more things come to depress about her. Just one of the early steps to letting go.. letting go of you.
Sunday, August 9, 2009 ( 5:02 PM )
I wish that i could turn back the hourglass of time, but it's impossible. I know I was hurt by your every action but I really regret treating you in such way. What's done is done. I can't ask for your forgiveness...
packaging lecturer was so discriminate. She make me felt so sad. i dunno wat to do but to pray.
best wish to haku and yen whose going for exam somehow.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009 ( 9:13 PM )
My existence to you are reducing to dust. Only the solid crystal remains, but how much longer it can much bear? My communication with you are slowly fading into dust... think back i was the architect of my own destruction. i want to say i'm sorry but it couldn't redemption anything
Dear, lord, i just wish for once now, that you could give me courage facing the pain..
Sunday, August 2, 2009 ( 7:46 PM )
Before I start the race i all ready lost. Sometimes it's because I gave up. I couldn't give what you demand. Maybe it;s my punishment.. Now i just become ur guardian taking you to church. Being ur guardian, helping you out. Until you able to spreads ur wings and find the person u waiting for...
Lord, many times I can't able to bring out my true feeling to you. I just can only admit defeat to you....i'm very sorry...
Saturday, August 1, 2009 ( 11:22 PM )
I talk to u.. u didn't pay attention. I just told u, u get angry. i just dunno how to make u smile, wearing laughter mask. Lecturer just keep ask us, not only didn't show us the way but keep scolding us. At least copy writing is okay for a while...
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